~still and always~

I still feel it
the belonging
it resides deeply
darkly
into the innermost.
It calls
for you
and only you,
yearning to escape
and catch you.
Every time a thought of you arises
it grasps onto it
craving the sweet sight of your face
the tenderness that used to be
and that it desires
to still be.
There is not stopping
this bending
aching
folding
desire that it is to be yours.
And so I am yours.
Still
and always.

Come Back

How can I still belong to you
when my beating heart breaks at the thought of you
when all I want to do is call out
call for you back
and get you back
Come back to my arms
Be mine
I'm yours and don't think I could be anyone else's.
Please
Beg for me
Want me
Desire me.
I can't do this.
I can't be just your friend.
Because I want more
so much more
Let me hold you
Let me melt into you
and never
ever
resurface.
I don't want to live this life without you at my side.
I want to be yours
forever
and ever
till the day comes when I can no longer understand what the concept of yours is
and till you can no longer hold me in your arms
I want this journey to be ours
not just mine.