Lackluster

I force this food into my mouth,
Into my body,
So I can live.

I'm not hungry.
I'm not thirsty.
I'm not anything.

I force myself to sleep,
In my bed,
So I can live.

I'm not tired.
I'm not exhausted.
I'm not anyone.

I force my mind into compliance,
Through my thoughts,
So I can live.

I'm not sad.
I'm not torn.
I'm not anymore.