My Life is a Line...a Rather Straight One

The humdrum of life is in my sigh.
I breathe in the monotonous beat and let it engulf me.
Should I wake up when it feels so good just to let sleep consume me?
I know I should.
It's a waste of life if I don't.
It's a blow against all those who did not have much life to live.
I'm going to try better.
I really am.
It's just so hard to rebel against what's always been your life.