i can't take this

I can't take this!
This worry and anxiety over you.
Why do you do this to me...
Why.
I feel so upset, so sad.
I feel so worried, so concerned.
I want to know that you're okay
But I don't want to annoy you.
My peace of mind has vanished at this moment.
And all I can do is worry.
I can't sleep.
I can't think.
I can't enjoy anything.
Because I love you and I don't want you to be hurt.
I hate it when you don't answer your phone.
I hate it when you don't do the things you say you will do.
It hurts me.
I feel so very
just
i want it to stop
i know you're probably okay
but you said you'd text me
and you haven't
it's been over an hour
and you haven't
what does that leave me with
nothing.