Distraction=life, Life=distraction

And the irrational fears never cease to cease.
My mind, it is a nightmare.
I try my hardest to avoid it.
Distraction after endless distraction.
Life is made to be one big distraction.
When I get un-distracted by this distraction
I live in fear.
Reality hits.
And it hurts.
Everything I block out every day hurtles into me
at a million trillion miles per hour
without a warning sign
and i plummet into nothingness
It is the nothingness I fear the most.
The meaninglessness of it all.
So I distract myself again
In hopes that if I don't think
I don't have to face it
the truth
the lies
reality.