Good For Nothing

I just want to help.
That's all I ever want to do.
I want you to need me
But I feel that you don't.
You don't use me like you should
You don't seem to depend on me
And I want to be depended on.
I want to be of some help.
But it seems I never can.
I'm always the one that's helpless.
I hate that.
I want to be there for you.
I want to and need to and yearn to.
I feel so weak and stupid and useless.
I'm never of any help to you.
And I'm always asking of your help.
And this is how I'm always the loser.
I'm so sick of being the loser.